pretty glad that my internship has finally ended (: no more waking up at 730am and squeezing in the train anymore! wells. at least for now(: pretty surprised that i could pull through the past 10 weeks!
i love nua-ing at home watching shows!
note to self:
i have one more month to get myself in shape before sch starts. again.

happy holidays everyone!

一次幸福的机会


在艰难的说了再见后

你真的不该再紧紧抱我

刚才还能体谅的放开你的手

不代表我就够坚强洒脱

我们曾有过一次幸福的机会

当玫瑰和诺言还没枯萎

别说抱歉 我不后悔

曾经逆风和你一起飞

我们曾有过一次幸福的机会

似乎就要拥有 爱的完美

你说别哭 我说不哭

然后我们都流下了眼泪

你说别哭 我说不哭

然后我们都流下了眼泪

好久不見

我來到　你的城市　走過你來時的路
想像著　沒我的日子　你是怎樣的孤獨

拿著你　給的照片　熟悉的那一條街
只是沒了你的畫面　我們回不到那天

你會不會忽然的出現　在街角的咖啡店
我會帶著笑臉　揮手寒喧　和你　坐著聊聊天
我多麼想和你見一面　看看你最近改變
不再去說從前　只是寒喧　對你說一句
只是說一句　好久不見

disappointing.
heartwrenching.
upsetting.

sick & tired of everything.
where's all the comfort thats supposedly there (or maybe taken for granted)
but. there's none. or even better. feel worse.
with that logical, isn't it better to keep everything back in.
or just shut up.
& just pretend everything's okay.
since comfort won't do you any 'practical good' too.
its all in the mind.
damn.