2007 is a rather memorable year. for various reasons. and i dread 2008. wells. i am currently not really looking forward to work and getting back my A level results. cause i would have to plan for my future by then. which kinda sucks. as it will sorta be like being at the crossroad deciding whether to turn right. turn left. or even backtrack . and once a path is being choosen. there's no way to turn back. or rather. make amendments. wells. unless u are willing to waste the precious time you have on earth. hehs. a wrong route will be even more deleterious. imagine being cooped up in a course you dont enjoy for three four years. and later on. when you are out searching for work. god. that wont be enjoyable. would it. so maybe its about time for me to think about my future. and what lies ahead. sigh. i hate to think about such things as there will be so many what if. for instance. 'what if i do badly for As.' . perhaps you will be thinking that at least i have music or whatsoever to rely on. but hey. i would have to go overseas for that yea. and it will probably take me quite a bit of courage to do so. even though i dont really mind.hehs. aye. the future is uncertain. or maybe i will just get into a car accident or something and i wouldnt even need to think abt year 2008.

i haven been staying home ever since As ended. wells. only for two days. and i feel bad. aye. even though i managed to pack all my notes and etc. 'neatly' in a pile. i still feel rather queer. during As. home is a place that i would yearn to go to.but now. i kinda dread going home. okay. not really dread dread. but yea. nehmind. i shant elaborate. but anyways, i shall just go home after work everyday(: and thats probably the case as i think i will be super worn out by the time i knock off from work. hehs. wells wells. at least there s wanting or jacq to accompany me for lunch(; wootxz. lets hope the job at ernst and young would be enriching(;

i am officially broke.dont ask me about the money i earned from the retail shop at bukit timah. haha. i shopped. movie-ed. pool-ed. arcade(i dont believe this either). shopped. shopped. shopped. shopped. sigh. wells. at least the e n y job will be paid monthly(;

but then again. 2K will be spent on driving. yucks. and yes. i have successfully applied for the driving course near my house(: yay. lets hope that i wont fail the practical exams and i will be able to pass at one shot (: haha. then again. it feels like wishful thinking. hhahahaha. my theory exam will be like 22feb. but wells. at least i have wanting and dawn(: and charmaine i hope! haha. lets hope i dont do kuku things while the instructor is teaching me. it will be so eeks. hehs.

so all in all . i will be attendin . drum lessons.voice lessons. piano lessons. driving lessons. i wonder if i can cope. haha. given that monday to friday will be work. haha. wells. oh. not to forget exercising. hehs. wells. everything will turn out fine(:

i am kinda sad that the guys will all be going off to army soon. yuckks. ):