i passed my BTT(: haha. yea. even though its just BTT, i am really glad that i passed it. whoohoo. haven been really utilising my brain for the past few months you see. went with the other two smart kid, dawn and wanting. pressuring man, i checked like three times before i clicked the "end test" and thankfully, the PASSED word appeared in front of me. haha, whoohoo. way to go!

its saturday tmr(: whooohoo.

anyway, busybusy year. more driving exams such as final theory test and practical test, voice exams and piano exams. gahhh. how am i suppose to cope. results coming out real soon. sigh. its really saddening to think abt it yea. its like. practically the end for me if i dont do well enugh to enter uni. i mean. not the end. but, yeah. just like. gah.. so much for saying results not anything. well.its something, isnt it. hehs. was talking to my dad abt uni and stuff. so i asked him whether i can retake A levels if i do badly. haha. he was damnnn against me taking. haha. his reason being that he will be the one suffering ONCE i start ranting abt my sch work. ahhaha. the way he said it is pretty amusing. wells. i just hope that everything will be fine. and things will just work out the way i want to. wells. i hope. its okay if it doesn. as long as there's a way for me (:

i am looking forward to the bintan trip this march holidays with the girls! woowaaawee.

yay.meeting up with the rest tmr.

i wish i am still schooling. ponning lectures, slacking in the canteen. and even, mugging at the concourse. going for tutorials. going to the choir room every morning and slack. wells. at least i look forward to going to sch last time. and especially choir whereby i get to see that bunch of usual people(: even though there's CT and everything. irony man. one year ago, i wished that i can enter the workforce and be immersed in the working life. and now. i wish i can just turn back time and cherish the times i had with my schoolmates. i am dying at work, thats my main point.

so u young ppl out there! spend ur time wisely(:

wells. i always look forward to going out with the usual ppl, just that. things so different now. last time, we will evaluate stuff and all. hahaha. but now. its like girls. abt working life. guys abt army. wells. its part and parcel of growing up. its rather interesting to hear them talk or rant though(: i really hate growing up. darn. its like. i am already eighteen. haha, can go jail already. hahaha. and i am going to be 19 in like 10 months time ( yes, still long) but. its like. going to be twenty. and twenty is like omg. i am going to die soon kind of feeling. hhhhaha. and perhaps not long after that, i will be one of the contributors for ageing population. okay. totally out of point.